After deleting Instagram, I’ve found myself with an incredible amount of free time for contemplation. It's a bit embarrassing to admit, but I'm just not as busy as I used to be. I realize now that I was so dependent on that little app that I would make up free time just to scroll through it. In the process, I forgot about the things that I truly love doing. I became so accustomed to seeking inspiration from social media that I forgot how to explore my own life independently.
I find myself wondering: what exactly is "content," and why do I need it? Without social media, I'm not nearly as busy as I thought I was. I have so much time to devote to making art. I will get more into it later, but let's just say that it will be difficult to return to Instagram in the same way as before, if I ever do. This newfound free time is a gift, as it allows me to create art I love without external influence. It's going to be a lot of fun to see what I can dream up without the aid of inspiration from the Gram. Let's see if I can create better than ever before because I'm no longer being constantly distracted by endless scrolling.
During my break, I've been exploring a lot with flowers. The absence of pressure to sell or showcase my work right away is a game-changer for me. It makes everything so much easier. I'm really enjoying this new approach.
